Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted

Firsthand, I apologize for my several-day silence... my mind has been very busy lately... I need to make my thoughts into actions, transform them into reality and apply on daily basis. Productivity is very important, otherwise you'll bury your creativity alive.

Now, turning to the topic... There is a person, which was and still is important to me and is a part of my past.... but as it's written above, I didn't want to let go, but just drifted, BECAUSE it was vital, needed!

When lifetime friendship turns into something else, and the feelings start to mix with the ones that are forbidden in a friendship like that, in a friendship of such character, in a friendship of such long duration and when the real, "holding-it-together" meaning is lost, it has to be over.... "You" lost the meaning of being friends and consequently I lost "You"... I always want to see "You" in my life, but only as a friend you had been for me for such a long time.... I just want to say Come back one day. I am still Anna.