“Try as much as
possible to be wholly alive, with all your might, and when you laugh, laugh
like hell and when you get angry, get good and angry. Try to be alive. You will
be dead soon enough.”
~William Saroyan
This quote couldn’t have said more… We have to be alive
every single day. I really, truly know what it feels like stop dreaming and
making plans or especially taking steps towards your dreams… But we have to make
plans, to achieve dreams and goals… that’s the ONLY way to stay alive, the only
way to actually live. Even if it means just writing them down and taking one
thing at a time. Achieve your dreams step by step maybe tomorrow, may be a week
later, but no matter what write them down and go towards them, DO NOT forget
about them, do not think they are impossible and unachievable. Because that
there will be no point…. Just be alive…
So this is my Life list and it contains many things I want
to do, achieve and see…They are little and big things may be some are ridiculous,
weird, scary, extravagant or simple… The list will be added occasionally.
So here it is:
-AT LAST conquer my fears, all of them, become 100% fear-free
-Eat a dinner at Gordon Ramsay’s London restaurant with my
husband
-Hold my baby boy (May 2013)
-Create something important, something needed and unforgettable,
something worth my living and that will make a change
-Drive yellow Wolksvagen Juke
-Fluently speak French
-Open a REAL, NORMAL dog shelter in Yerevan
-A vacation in Maldives
-Have my own “crafting space” at home
-Create a personal recipe of the perfect desert
-Understand my father
-Be involved and carrying parent
-See my abs one day :))))
-Organise a food bank in Armenia
-Travel with Victor
-Make someone’s dream come true
-Finally learn to properly apply my eye-liner :)))
-Take a picture of me and Victor every day for a whole year
-Colour-code our closets
-Anonymously pay for someone else’s groceries and watch
their reaction
-Have a wall calendar with all the birthdays and important
dates
-Teach my child to be confident no matter what, but also be
kind
-Have the strength to accept the things I am not able to
change
-Watch my baby grow and learn every day….
-Have a job that I will love and enjoy
39 weeks and 3 days… : ) And I am so ridiculously impatient,
so excited and scared at the same time. It seems as if time has stopped and the
week is not moving forward! I am trying to imagine your face, your eyes, nose,
little fingers and feet… I am trying to imagine who you will look like- me or
daddy… I am so in love! My little human
being, my little man… “txas….”. I can’t believe that few more days and we will
meet for the first time: you-so tiny, so unprotected, so lovable, little miracle
and I-radiating the biggest love and tenderness! I can’t wait to touch you, too
look at your tiny face and soak in happiness! Hurry up my sweet little boy… We
love you so much, no words can describe it! 
